Teens wants dating

So, for several weeks now, I have been chatting with a guy on adult friendfinder…he’s 49, just figuring out that he’s into guys…not married. He’s like me, girls are his 1st, but wants to try guys…. I have been shitless to try my first cock….that’s why we went back and forth for a while…we finally decided on Saturday afternoon….not a date, neither of us want intimacy…just straight up contact. He came to my apartment…we had agreed just to start when he got there…I had some loose shorts and a t shirt on…He walked in and we awakrdly shook hands for the first time. Eye contact was difficult…we had talked so much online but now did not know what to say… He finally said, “ should I sit down?” and like a budding porn I replied..”maybe I should just kneel?”…..bam, game on…. I knelt down, and yanked down his sweatpants….OMG, a real cock in my face….I had played with dildoes before, but damn here it was…I was not the I thought I was… His cock was big, smooth and choked the hell out of me….I just sucked the head mostly… after not more than 5 minutes, I could feel him gearing up to cum…(mind you, the whole time I was jerking off and already came). Turns out I can swallow like a champ…took it all in and as he was going limp, I had fun sucking him like a vacuum for every last drop… So our 1st date lasted about 10 min…next weekend we talked about him fucking me…not sure I can handle it, but he said he’ll go easy – lots of lube and fingers first …wants me to wear some woman’s panties and a bathrobe that he’s gonna drop off some night this week… All still quite surreal…but fucking hot…